The last week was super lazy week. Nothing much happened in university and I let myself to be as lazy as possible. Even tho, it was driving me a little bit crazy sometimes and I had anger towards myself, because why I can’t do something productive, why I can’t wake up?! This week I don’t have this opportunity to be lazy again, I have 2 … Continue reading LAZY, LAZY, LAZY
In this lazy week I don’t even take as much time as I used to, just to think about some stuff. I’m so lazy, that even I can’t handle this laziness level, but even the anger I’m feeling is not the strongest kick in the butt. Maybe after the last crazy week, when the stress and anxiety levels was super high, my laziness this week … Continue reading ENTHUSIASM CHANGES EVERYTHING?
Seriously, I can’t get my head around. How should I stop myself being so lazy? Yesterday, I made plans, checked everything out and planned what to do at exact time. Today, with my first alarm going on, I have already gave up on everything and turned on another side and slept in again. I do not feel good about sleeping in and doing nothing in … Continue reading HOW TO SAY NO TO BEING LAZY?
Life sometimes goes not as expected and sometimes you get a really shameful, devastating slap in your face. And as much as you want to pause the time or put everything fast forward- you can’t. You have to live with it, go through it and hope for the best in the future. Last week was a new kind of a mental challenge for me. I … Continue reading MONDAY
It’s so strange to start my Friday in my old home, where I’ve spent all my childhood. Sentimental me feels really strange. I’m sitting by the same table I was doing my homework in high school, but now I’m doing kinda the same thing at the same table, but this involves my bachelors degree. Time passes so quickly, can we stop this moment for a … Continue reading THE NEW FEAR
Wow, it has been a week since my last post. I’ve been on mental, silent “breakdown”, where I have mission to stay calm and keep my anxiety levels as low as possible. It’s midterms time in university and there was so much going on this week, although this week only consisted of 3 days, because we are having day off today. I had a champagne … Continue reading NO ONE
It doesn’t happen that often that I have to face vicarious embarrassment. Well, yesterday we had a laboratory work projects, that we needed to defend to get 2 points for our test, that we will be writing tomorrow. When we are defending, we are combined to new group every time. So, yesterday I was in not that good of a group. I have to be … Continue reading VICARIOUS EMBARRASSMENT