I woke up feeling super anxious today and didn’t know how to handle myself. But as a day progressed, the anxiety mode took a lower position. Not a fun thing to wake up in a full anxiety mode… Today, at my university was a scientist “day” and I attended to some of the lectures. It was so nice to hear about how someone finds out … Continue reading SCIENTIST DAY
Strangely enough, this week I started kinda on a good track, even though it’s only Tuesday. Yesterday I had full day in university from 9am till 7pm so it was quite something. But I had full 8 hours of sleep, ate breakfast for the first time in forever and packed some snacks for the day. It was a little bit strange to be that organised. … Continue reading MOTIVATED FOR HOW LONG?
It has been a while. I used to write posts there, that was planned, reread a few times and only then published. I was not writing “currently”, what was happening to me at that exact moment or day, as I do now. And sometimes I even forget what this page looked like before. In the weekend, I had a look to my older posts, I … Continue reading WHAT I AM GRATEFUL x OCTOBER
New semester = old me and the same mistakes as before. I had my first test today and I failed..Feeling so annoyed and disappointed in myself, I just can’t get my head around. Of course I will have the opportunity to rewrite this test, but mentally it just so frustrating to deal with it. On a more positive note, I have bought tickets to “The … Continue reading DISSAPOINTED AGAIN
Last week I was all stressed out and disappointed that I didn’t have friends. Well, I have them, but I’ve been feeling so distant and alone. I was really sad, that there is so many gaps between me and them, communication problems I guess. And it was kinda hurtful, because I was not in a good place mentally and there was no one around me..Well, … Continue reading THE ANSWERS
I secretly wish that this week will soon come an end. Yesterday I was all positive and today I’m totally opposite to that. Maybe, I have to say thanks to my hormones and some guests that came one week earlier or just live up with this. Today has really tested my nerves and patience.. I have one classmate that really likes to criticise and especially … Continue reading SERIOUSLY?!
Today, I finally manage to put myself together and do something I’m never doing. I’m someone, that needs company to go out and do something, probably many people is like that. Is way more fun to experience new things together with someone. But today I woke up kinda early and went to another museum, I have never visited before. It’s third Tuesday, where I am … Continue reading OUT OF MY COMFORT ZONE